wen xuan the great!

2010-10-23T23:26:00.014+08:00

Haven't blogged in AGES.

Wanna change blogskin but I lazy.

Plus I only can use 30 mins of com a day and I wanna go watch my avatar :D

Got a new low-range compact DSLR :D

Don't really know how to maximise it's full potential yet, need to go for lessons.

Took loads of pictures, mostly with Muffin as my model :D

OMG Mei totally looks like a duck.

vintage :)

me and finny looking at each other :D

finny drinking from our cup -.-

Mei and Finn

FINNY SO CUTEEE!!

The crazy dog guarding my knitting yarn :(

This huge rare bird got stuck in our bamboo blinds and died there and we didn't even realise till our neighbour told us :(

Finn in the garden :)

Waiting sadly for Ma Pa Mei Xin to return home

Went for the Maybank nightwalk 2010 :D

At Marina Bay :)

AH MA!! :D

GuGu jumping :D

Mei jumping (IN STYLE!! hahaha)

Xin Ma n Mei walking (duh)

The awesome bridge we crossed. (what's it called? the helix??)

Marina bayyyy

Marina bay at night!

And one last picture to show....

OMG MEI N XN ARE ALL SO PRETTY HERE AND I'M LIKE CRAZILY UGLY OMG I'M GOING TO BE THE OLDEST DAUGHTER THAT CAN'T GET MARRIED!!!!!!!

I'm going to stay at home and steal maggi mee from Ma when i'm like 50!!!! sad life

2010-08-18T00:13:00.003+08:00

THE MUST-WATCH MOVIE OF OUR GENERATION :D

who wanna go watch?

2010-08-11T00:58:00.004+08:00

Patrol Leader's Training Camp 6-8 August 2010 ♥

Had the awesomest time there.

Freaking fun!!

Learnt a lot of useful new skills, made a lot of new crazy friends and also it has moulded me a little into a better person.

Me and clara with the St. Nick's girls:

Ayana (THE HALF KOREAN KENCHANA!!!),

Xenia,

Vivian,

Beatrice,

and Carnation (not in photo la, that stupid Carny ran off cos she was too eager to go home to sleep).

OUR GS GROUP!! ♥

Hahaha we gossip about pear and apple until damn late at night and talk about our school's crap :D

Miss them and those GS sessions :(

And apparently me and clara boh are the two MANLY MEN while the rest of the ppl at PLTC are the gu niangs.

Haha damn funny we go prank the St. Nick's guides ACL.

They (st nick's ppl) go pretend that camp christine is next to the scout's camp, then got two hot scouts (me & clara) come for the campfire then they flirting with us.

Carnation: (on the phone) ya got two scouts here, DAAAAMN SHUAI ONE!!

ACL: i don't beleive

carny: want talk to them??

ACL: okay.

Clara: (talk in a super deep and manly voice) HELLO, I'M.... CLA.. RENCE. (everyone starts laughing in the background) WANT JIO ME AH?? NOT HAPPY IS IT?

(all the nonsense ah beng talk come out)

Clara: WANT TALK TO MY BRUDDER?? UH... HE'S... W.... ILLIAM. (everyone bursts into laughter)

(pass the phone to me)

Me: SUP. I'M WILLIAM. BUT YOU CAN CALL ME WILL. (trying to act cool but everyone laughh and that stoops kenchana laugh like crazy until she vomit the super nice milo that jasmine made for us onto the floor)

ACL: that's a gay name.

me: OI!! I SAY CAN CALL ME WILL LEH! THAT NAME SO MAN ALREADY!!

ACL: what's ur number?

me: (shocked that she really want to jio me) YOU WANT MY NUMBER? CANNOT LIKE THAT LAH, SECRET SHHH!!

(hurry throw the phone to kenchana who is still choking on her milo)

Hahaha it was really damn funny and we had so much fun during the camp :D

Miss it already :(

WE MUST HAVE AN OUTING!!

THE AWESOMEST PEOPLE EVER :D

2010-07-29T18:45:00.002+08:00

TO BRING PUBLICITY FOR THIS AWESOME VIDEO :D

2010-07-29T16:55:00.005+08:00

AWWW 2:15 - 2:36 IS AWWWW FREAKING SWEEEEEEET AANG I AM HERE FOR YOU THOUGH YOU ARE TOTALLY JUST A 12 YEAR OLD KID :D I LOVE KATAANG!! :D

:D

WOW KISSY KISSY MUACK MUACK :D STUPID KATARA I HATE U

awwwww :')

I LOVE ZUKO WITH HIS LONG HAIR WAAAHHHH SHUAI

can't put embed for this video so ya. LINK! zutara is good too :D

shit mai is way too ugly for zuko cos he is damn cool despite the scar :D

okay sorry for spamming u guys with videos but i love avatar too much.

and i drew some real nice pictures of azula katara and aang but everyone's a critic. stupid alyssa toh said katara looked like a devi.
KNS.

and sorry guides cos i changed my desktop wallpaper from our batch photo to a photo of avatar HAHAHA WHOOPS SORRY :D

2010-07-11T18:30:00.004+08:00

Super in love with AVATAR: THE LEGEND OF AANG!!! (otherwise known as AVATAR: THE LAST AIRBENDER or MY FAVOURITE SHOW IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD!!)

of all the shows i every watched, be it korean or taiwan dramas or spongebob or whatever, this is totally the nicest show in the world :D

and despite being a 12 year old monk with an arrow on his head, Aang is still like super cute and shuai :D :D

EVERYONE NEEDS TO WATCH THIS SHOW COS IT ROCKS!!!!

It is seriously the nicest nicest show in the world, ten times better than boys over flowers or personal taste or you're beautiful or fated to love you or whatever.

super touching and action-packed and got romance also (AWWW AANG AND KATARA!!! :D)

yeah it's the nicest show in the entire universe.

GO WATCH. you won't regret it and you will be so hooked and watch like 6 episodes a day.

http://www.digavatar.com/

I LOVE YOU MUFFIN MY BFF FOREVER!! (that's best friends forever forever, TWO FOREVERS!!! :D)

2010-07-10T10:58:00.002+08:00

I AM SO GETTING A VIVAZ PRO :D

2010-07-05T09:13:00.005+08:00

I know i super long never blog liao.

okay let me update you.

I :

went to China,

WENT TO REDANG!!!! (super duper fun and got a lot of spastic pictures to post but not today),

had guides farewell (D':) ,

went back to school (DD;),

went to watch Eclipse,

brought Muffin for a haircut,

got real stressed over homework.

Okay got a lot of photos for you guys but I lazy so i shall only post WHEN I HAPPY!! NOT HAPPY ISIT!! I ALSO NOT HAPPY!!! haha just kidding i dunno what nonsense am i talking about.

OKAY I GOT A CONCLUSION ABOUT ECLIPSE.

The best guy in the movie is neither Jacob Black nor Edward Cullen....

He is....

....

...

RILEY!!!!!

Yes the guy who was transformed into a vampire by Victoria to spawn her newborn vampire army.

Haaa you guys can say whatever but we all know he's way better than Jake or Edward :D

And Finny look damn cute now when she cut her hair!! it's like super short and her head is a circle and she looks like a guy.

Some cute stuff right!!!!!

Okay gtg redang pics next time!!!!

cheerios!!

2010-05-23T20:57:00.004+08:00

Hi everybody I cut my hair!!!!

I don't really zi lian a lot but i shall take one with the webcam just to show you curious viewers.

TA DA!!

So short!

Boohoo i lost my long rapunzel hair :(

But nevermind it's okay i can be snow white now cos she has short hair.

EEEEE but she's so ugly i always hated her the most out of all the disney princesses D:

And she's short too, but she just looks tall cos she's around dwarves all the time.

Aiya whatever okay actually I learnt something very interesting at church today and i want to share it with you all but I think i shall only share it next time cos i'm damn busy now.

Chionging:

tuition homework,

guides stuff,

china stuff (omg packing is so stressful!! I wear PJs around the house all day cos i don't want to wear any of my presentable clothes that i'm bringing to china),

and school holiday homework.

I know i starting my hol (trying to act cool like Mdm Zee HAHAHAHA) homework damn early but my whole June holiday is packed with stuff.

Back to back.

Like not even ONE day of rest.

Everyday is filled with plans.

Quite stressful, but in everything, GIVE THANKS AND PRAISE THE LORD :D

Amen :D

2010-05-14T20:20:00.002+08:00

Went to kbox at ehub with the guides today (acutally only 10 of us went) to celebrate lim min's bday :D

Damn fun!! Sang (more like screamed), danced (more like anyhow jump), went crazy, ate, ate, drank (milo hor, don't anyhow think), ate ate ate for 6 hours :D

By the end of it I was like sleeping on the sofa, damn tired.

Awesome fun :D :D

Only group photo we took. Eee why i so unglam. Toot Nat Suefang Vivian Jessie Clara Me Limmin Juila Jiaying!!! :D

Rest of the photos on facebook.

OMG let me show you something.

Me and Fiona last year.

Me and Fiona this year!
See how much we've grown heeheehee

And Clara Boh doing her Run Devil Run dance.

2010-04-24T22:38:00.004+08:00

Found some interesting photos in the computer :D

Look at me!!! (extreme left) I SO CHIO!!!

And OMG AAAAARRRRRGGGGHHHHH Alyssa Toh (middle) so chio last time!!!!!!!

And my sister (extreme right) is busy staring retardedly at a fake grasshopper that is, ironically, made of grass.

Greedying away at such a young age.

Still greedying away.

2010-04-18T20:36:00.005+08:00

This song make me cry like crazy everytime.

Father Lord, Your love still amazes me.
How can You love me so much when I am a sinner, condemned, unclean?
And yet Your love for me fills oceans, and oceans are not even enough to hold it all.
We turned against You, Lord, and yet You still died for us, and even now, there are still people turning against You, sinning against You, and yet You still love each and every one of us so so so SO much.

YOUR LOVE, STILL AMAZES ME :')

2010-03-16T01:02:00.005+08:00

Isn't my name so awesome???

YAY WENXUAN :D

The heavens are trembling in awe of Your wonders :D ♱

Look at the glory of God shining through!! :D

Guess who is the awesome photographer who took this pic with a camera phone??? IN SCHOOL??? *COUGH COUGH WEN COUGH COUGH XUAN COUGH*

AWESOME THREE-COLOURED LEAF ME AND EUGENIA FOUND IN THE PARADE SQUARE :D

SPASTIC GIRLS :D

But I love them nevertheless ♥

ORRRR HORRR!!!!

LOOK WHO'S EATING CAO TAO KUIH IN THE STUDY ROOM OF CSC!!!!

DIE DIE DIE >:D MUAHAHAHA!!!

YAY MAMAMAMA!!!! ♥

I know that you look very *ahem* here cos got flash and you were not prepared and you just ~~woke up~~ got forcefully waken up from your nap, but you're still the best mama ever :D

Dunno if you will see this, (you probably will cos you're a stalker) but thanks for everything that you have done for all of us.

For sacrificing so much for us and everything. For giving us the best part of the fish, or for leaving the best doughnuts for us, and helping us go all the way down to get a cup of milk, or a biscuit. Coming down in the middle of the night to adjust the aircon temperature, and always being so... motherly (hahaha DUH).

Everything small and big little thing.

I know you've done so much for us, and I really appreciate it :D

THANKS MA :D

I know this post is damn random but that's cos the com will be sent for servicing tmr/ today (it's 1:08am) and all the data will be wiped out, so I'm posting all the pics and videos that I wanted to but never had the chance.

2010-03-15T13:37:00.010+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY XIN!!!! (super belated, your birthday was on 11 March hahaha)

Continue being a retarded freako who watches mickey mouse clubhouse with me MUAHAHAHA!!!

8 years old liao, please attempt to try and be slightly more mature :D

Me: (seriously) Xin, there's a time to be serious and there's a time for play. WHAT TIME IS IT???

Me and Xin together: IT'S A TIME FOR PLAY!!!!! (stampedes around the house going crazy)

Ma: AAARRRRGGGHHHH!!!!

HAHAHA I LOVE YOU XIN :D

AND HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CRYSTAL!!!!!

CRYSY CRYSY CRYS :D

Thanks for being my awesome bestest buddy :D

CONGRATS FOR GETTING INTO THE SCHOOL TEAM!!

I'll see you next time you come to AHS for competition :D

BBALLER!!!

Stay strong in your walk with God and stay crazy :D

And AHEM AHEM AHEM AHEM (you know what I mean >:D)

AND HAPPY SUPER BELATED BIRTHDAY MY KIM KYU JONG!!!!!

STAY HANDSOME :D

And btw I got a new crush MUAHAHAH!!!

No longer Park Jung Min or whoever.

PRESENTING...

TERENCE FROM TINKER BELL!!!!

So shuai right???? :D

HAHAH VOICED BY JESSE McCARTNEY, EVEN BETTER!!! :D:D

Too bad he got a huge crush on Tinkerbell SO SAD D':

LOOK AT BLAZE IN THE MIDDLE!! SO CUTE!!

In love with the Tinkerbell series :D

Watched "Tinker Bell" & "Tinker Bell and the lost treasure".

CAN'T WAIT FOR "TINKER BELL AND THE GREAT FAIRY RESCUE" TO BE RELEASED!!!

I wanna watch i wanna watch!!!!

2010-03-10T20:11:00.000+08:00

Happy moments, PRAISE GOD.
Difficult moments, SEEK GOD.
Quiet moments, WORSHIP GOD.
Painful moments, TRUST GOD.
Every moment, THANK GOD.

2010-03-07T17:56:00.002+08:00

Seriously thinking of transferring church.

Cos SHC is really not doing anything for me now.

Every week when i go, i'm just going for the sake of going.

Last time, before they scrapped Crossover Ministry (the awesome youth service) and transformed it to the boring 3rd service, it used to be, "YES!! TODAY'S SUNDAY!! I CAN GO TO CHURCH AND WORSHIP GOD!!"

But now since they scrapped the youth service, everything is so boring and... dead.

And I can feel myself dying spiritually.

I feel myself drifting so far away from God.

I can't feel His presence there in my daily life anymore. I know that He's there. He's always there. But, I just feel so... distant from Him.

Now when I go to church, even when we have praise and worship, I don't feel moved, I don't cry, I don't feel God stirring in me, I don't feel ANYTHING. I'm just singing. I'm not worshipping. I'm SINGING.

And during the service, everyone's like smsing behind their Bibles, and nobody's really listening to the old guy reading monotonously from the Bible.

And everyone's just stoning there and after 2 hours, OH YAY CHURCH FINISH LETS GO EAT TOGETHER.

And I can't carry on like that.

I am so far away from God now.

Even when I pray to Him nowadays, I don't feel his presence right around me, His love and warmth and strength wrapping and enveloping me.

I just feel... like i'm talking to myself with my eyes closed and hands together.

That's what it feels like. It doesn't even seem like a conversation I'm having with God.

So i'm really desperate now.

I need to find a way to reignite that passion for God within me.

I need to find a way to have a revival.

I need to find a way to get back that intimate relationship i had with God.

I need to find a way to make myself KNOW God again, and not just know ABOUT God.

Many people just go to church once a week, and pray everyday, and crack open their bibles once in a while, and talk good things about God, and call themselves "Christians".

But most of them are not really "DISCIPLES".

Not really people after God's own heart. Not people willing to give up all their earthly possessions just to follow God.

Not WARRIORS OF CHRIST.

I used to pride myself for being a TRUE DISCIPLE.

For being someone who did not put on a show just for the sake of it, but because it really came from my heart.

But now, it seems all fake.

That's how far I've drifted from God.

And i can't stand it.

I'm finding every possible means and way to get back close to God again.

I think, there's no other choice than to change church.

I think I'm going to change to cornerstone.

They are so active in their work. They're so passionate and charismatic.

They are forever trying to grab souls into God's kingdom and hold so many functions and events in a year just to try and get people to know God.

I need a church like that.

To reignite the passion for Christ within me.

And so today me and mei went to try out the service @ Cornerstone. (thanks for bailing on us CELESTE HO)

and it was.... AWESOME!!!

For the first time in probably 2 months, I felt close to God again.

I felt so moved, so touched.

And I learned so much, not like at SHC where I don't learn a single thing at all except that the pastor has a weird voice and wears a microphone that looks like those tubes that hospital patients stick up their nose.

I learnt a lot today and I shall share with you one thing that I learned.

When you accept Christ into your life, there is this tiny little seed planted in your heart.

It is so small and tiny that you don't even notice it there, you don't feel anything.

But after a long time, it will grow into a huge, strong, big tree.

The effect will not be instantaneous. It takes time.

And when Jesus was walking on earth, the seed of the Kingdom Of God was not in seed form anymore.

It was a fully grown tree.

And i was reflecting and reflecting, and now I know why the seed in my heart stopped growing after a while.

The step after salvation, is to READ YOUR BIBLE EVERYDAY.

Seeds need warmth and water to grow right, the seed of the kingdom of God needs God's word and God's love.

That is the only way the seed will grow, the only way you will grow in your walk with God.

That is how you find the treasures and the spirit of God alive in you.

T hat is when everything changes and you will walk with God in a fresh and new way that you have never experienced before.

When you really know God, you will find that everything else will become.... strangely dim.

Computer, tv, sleep, friends, family, studies, everything will fade away.

Nothing is important anymore.

Everything is of insignificance.

Because in comparison to God, everything is totally... BLEH.

God is #1, and everything is centered around Him.

He IS life.

He will be your ENTIRE life.

Everywhere you look, you can see the kingdom of God.

You will manifest and bring souls into the kingdom of God.

There will be a new revival.

And the Lord planted this seed inside of me, a long time ago, when I first gave up my life and all I had to Jesus.

And it grew, slowly. Into a sprout.

But I have neglected my little sprout recently, I have not been putting in effort to read my Bible every day.

And that's why I feel that weird sadness and emptiness inside of me, but not knowing what was lacking.

So after neglecting it for such a long time, it is dead. Shriveled.

But now, God, the gardener, is shaping it again.

He is watering it with His love, and it is alive again, after today's session at Cornerstone.

It is a revival.

And from now on, I will continue tending to this little sprout that God has planted in my heart.

And over time, it will grow into a huge, strong tree.

And it's branches will spread out and bring comfort and shade and happiness to everyone around it in God's name.

It might even sow new seeds of God in hearts of non-believers too, so that one day, their seed may grow into another tree and influence everyone around them, bringing yet more people into the wonderful Kingdom of God, bringing them SALVATION.

So ya.

The summary is: I have been feeling spiritually dead and distant from God for a long time.

Then today when i went to try out cornerstone, I felt... alive again.

I felt the passion for Christ reigniting within me.

I felt God stirring within me.

And I felt Jesus' love for me wrapping all around me once again :D

So ya.

I think, that I may really transfer church to cornerstone.

Like PERMANANTLY.

cos it's really the only way for me to continue growing this seed of God inside my heart.

it's the only way for me to keep growing in my walk with God and remain having this intimate and passionate relationship with the lover of my soul.

The only thing that's keeping me from transferring are the friends I made at SHC.

And the weird timing of Cornerstone.

It's like from 1.30pm - 4pm.

And i can't do work in the morning and evening.

And my whole saturday is full.

So previously, the only time for me to chiong my work is to chiong on Sunday.

But now, it's not gonna be possible.

So i really need to have awesome time management now.

Meaning, i have to stop blogging and go study for my chem.

OKAY BYEBYE YOU RETARDS

2010-03-02T19:37:00.006+08:00

I am very cool (shows cool and bored expression)

I feel damn excited to change blogskin cos I go blogskins.com,

then when I see all the blogskins I feels so motivated everytime I see a nice one.

Then I get damn excited and happy and high when I see a cool blogskin.

Then I'm like "I MUST CHANGE BLOGSKIN!!! MUST CHANGE!!!"

Then once I click template I lose all my motivation.

So much for changing blogskin.

But my now one very old liao lor. It was my first and only blogskin HAHAHAHA SO ZAI.

This morning I was feeling super emo cos I had:

5 tests in one week, all of which I had not studied for

Millions of school homework that I owe teacher

Maths tuition after school and I haven't do all my homework yet.

Then I was damn stressed and snappy and bad mood.

SORRY TO ALL THE PEOPLE THAT I YELLED AT SORRY SORRY SORRY D: I DIDN'T MEAN IT!!!

But in the end I managed to finish everything in time and still eat two bowls of wonton noodles so in the end I was in an okay mood :)

But it still doesn't change the fact about my millions of tests!!! I still got 3 tests this week and 4 next week!!

Can somebody please take a fork and stab me quickly in the head. That is a way more humane way to die than taking a million tests and my brain blowing up into a gazillion pieces.

I LOVE THIS BUNCH OF RETARDS TO DEATH

2010-03-01T19:04:00.002+08:00

Our greatest glory is not in never falling but in rising every time we fall.

So... YOU CAN DO IT CHEONG WEN XUAN!!!

Even though your studies have deproved like abcdefg1234567, you can JIAYOU!!

You can RISE AGAIN!!!

Omg the rise of the fallen. Hahaha. Isn't that so Transformer-y?

Okay I'm being spastic here. Bye I'm off to ka chiao my hamsters TEEHEEHEE

2010-02-27T21:14:00.004+08:00

OMG I HAVE FREAKING A LOT OF THINGS TO POST ABOUT KAY.

And sorry for MIA-ing for damn long.

Blogger is damn screwed up. Cos I went to edit a really old previous post (the reason is a really long story so blah blah blah pretend I told you cos i'm too lazy to) and when I clicked PUBLISH POST, everything was still okay.

Then I went to click VIEW BLOG and post number 10 and older all cannot be seen argh!!! And my archives never worked in the first place!!

So all my 100+ chim and intellectual posts all are typed for nothing ARGH!!

Okay never mind at least I can see it when I go to my blogger account.

It can be my own private diary heeheehee.

Do you notice that chinese new year gets more boring every year?

Last time it was really fun.

All year, I was just waiting for these 2 days. Not my birthday, not christmas, not even the day school ends and we can go for holiday. CHINESE NEW YEAR.

Me and my retarded cousins would play ice&water, hide&seek, table soccer, real soccer, digital soccer, PS2, PSP, Nintendo DS Mario cart, anything electronic, gamble a bit (even though we are obviously underage), and go and spam read magazines and gossip together (okay the last point only applies for the girls). And eat a lot. And watch tv to rest. Then some basketball.

But as you get older it's just: watch tv. gamble. eat. watch tv. pee. gamble. take ang pow. take photo. eat. watch tv.

What the shit :(

So sad. It it that people change? Or what?

Okay let me tell you about thinking day. Last saturday.

We went to kallang stadium and everything was okay blah blah blah. The performance was quite cool this year as it's the 100 year anniversary.

Chatted with my two cute little juniors (OMG CHI HUI WAS FROM TAO NAN TOO!!! AND GRACIA WAS FROM ST HILDA'S!!! JUST LIKE FEEOH!!! KF ROCKS YOUR SMELLY SOCKS WOOHOO!!!).

Then when we were leaving the stadium I was running running running, being the hardworking and active little girl that I am.

Then my legs were like sprinting too fast for my body, and I tripped over my own legs, and I landed on my knees and slid forward on my knees and then rolled and rolled and landed on my back in a star shape.

In front of my juniors.

Omg i'm such a good example.

So anyway I got a really bad carpet burn.

And the next day my wound got infected and my whole leg swelled and it hurt to walk blah blah blah.

Let me show you a pic of my cool wound which i'm sure you'll love.

SO SEXYYYYYY!!!!

So anyway I was ~~walking~~ limping home from tuition and this old lady suddenly stopped me and asked me if I needed a plaster. I was super touched. Cos she was like using a walking stick and also looked a bit frail but she still goes out of her way to help other ppl.

Shouldn't the whole world be like her? Like... A CANDLE. Burning ourselves to bring light to others.

MY GOSH I'M GETTING CHIIMMER BY THE SECOND.

Hahaha the other day Pa was driving me home from MRT and he drove past a ferrari.

Pa: OH MY GOSH!! FERRARI!! (steps on gas pedal) HAHAHAHAH I OVER TAKE A FERRARI!!!! EVEN A TOYOTA CAN OVERTAKE A FERRARI!! I MUST BE A BORN F1 DRIVER!!!

Me: The ferrari is PARKED!!!

So ya. That's all I can remember that I have to post about.

Youtube videos coming up.

YOU MUST WATCH ALL OR YOUR COMPUTER WILL BLOW UP IN YOUR FACE AND EAT YOU UP.

These videos remind me of old times when I was in love with SS501 and life had meaning boohoohoo.

JUNG MIN AND KYU JONG :D LOVE THEM TO BITS. HANDSOME MEN WOOHOO.

JUNG MIN and Hyung Jun. HAHAHAH THEY ARE FREAKING RETARDED :D

Super sweet and touching. AWWWWW but the MV is damn retarded. In the end both die. Sort of. So spastic.

2010-02-16T20:50:00.004+08:00

The Lord is a refuge for the oppressed, a stronghold in times of trouble. (Psalm 9:9)

I am oppressed!! I am in times of trouble!!

THANK GOD THAT HE IS THERE FOR ME :D:D:D

Went to my darling Toot Toot's house today.

Jeanne's room is like a castle!!! With pink curtains and fluffy pillows and queen sized bed and own tv and fluffy mats and own toilet and romeo-and-juliet balcony.

And her house has a rooftop garden which is damn awesome with a super cool and modern sink/ basin in the middle of it. (Super random man, that sink.)

And I love her Wii. Make me exercise and sweat like a dying pig. WII SPORTS FTW!! Hahaha I hate playing boxing with Sue Fang and Jia Ying.

Ate and drank and played ban luck/ban lat/ban lut/bun lat/blackjack/whatever and dai dee like mad :D

OMG I LOVE GAMBLING WITH JEANNE'S RELATIVES!!

We played blackjack and I started with a capital of 20 cents and I win win win until I got $1.20!!!!

Then dumb me continue playing until I left with 40 cents only!

Played one more round.

Then won and ended up with 60 cents.

Took my precious 60 cents and zao outside to eat the catered food.

TOFU ROCKS.

Hahaha Peixuan was sexy today with her eyeliner and micro mini. PEIXUAN SO SEXY, MAKE ME GO WHOOO!!! WALAO THEN THE STUPID SEXY WOMAN WON 5 BUCKS IN BLACKJACK HAHAHA STUPID SHANDY CANNON CPX. (HEEHEE I always mix up and think that her name is shandy cannon instead of candy shannon :D)

Anyway it was really fun.

Went to police station just now to report Mei's lost wallet. Just one lost wallet can report until almost one hour.

But the policeman was super funny and friendly even though his grammar sucked.

Okay bye.

2010-02-15T22:25:00.004+08:00

CNY was relatively fun.

But now i so stressed until i wanna cry.
i can't even describe this asldngalsknoka;gnlka feeling.

all the stress and frustration in me is just building up and i feel like i can punch through a wall to 消气.

i feel like screaming, like ripping up stuff. AAAARRRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!! D;

THINGS TO DO WHICH I HAVEN'T DONE YET:
1) homework
2) guides patrol contact book (due on friday) (all days not free except for thursday what the shit)
3) millions more but my brain really cannot function anymore i just feel like breaking down >:(

BYE I HATE YOU.

2010-02-13T12:49:00.008+08:00

OMG WENT TO WATCH PERCY JACKSON AND THE OLYMPIANS: THE LIGHTNING THEIF YESTERDAY!!!

And it was super freaking nice :D PERCY JACKSON IS MY NEW LOVE WOOHOO!!

MUST WATCH!! FREAKING NICE!!

After that went to ah ma's house for reunion dinner.

YAY I LOVE MY FAMILY :D:D:D

2010-02-10T20:20:00.004+08:00

OH MY MAMA I'M SO IN LOVE WITH KO ONE!!! ZHONG JI YI BAN!!!

Look at Yan Ya Lun's pure shuainess.
Quite in love with him now.

I totally felt like crying when he saw An Qi hugging Da Dong and he looked so angry and sad SOB SOB SOB!!!

Oh my gosh I can't believe that I'm actually thinking that stupid Ya Se Wang looks quite shuai when he's reciting his Shakespeare stuff.

2010-02-07T15:23:00.004+08:00

I know I haven't been blogging for ten million years and mosquitoes are starting to breed on my blog.

Okay anyway the reason why I haven't been blogging is because I only have limited computer time and all my time is spent watching...

KO ONE!!!!

Hahaha I like Jin Bao San.

Okay ya I have a lot of homework to do but I believe that with God's help I can be able to finish it all without burning it or feeding it to Muffin!!!

Okay gotta stop wasting my time here when I'm supposed to do homework.

And I'm also wasting my very precious two hours on the com.

ALL YOU READERS' FAULT.

See I'm doing this for your welfare okay.

2010-01-23T17:33:00.003+08:00

Super funny today.

My dad was washing the bird cage, then he very gan chiong cos he want to hurry wash finish and eat his chicken rice.

Then he very lun zhun, fall into the tiny tiny drain. Then he cut his shin quite deeply and there was a lot of blood.

Then he almost fainted.
Not cos of the blood loss, but cos he faints everytime he sees blood.

DAMN FUNNY HAHAHAHAH!!!

Then when I came home and saw the cut on his leg, I was like "WHAT HAPPENED??!?!"

And he gave a very good story of how a tiger escaped from the zoo and it ran to our house and he was fighting the tiger to protect everyone in our family.

Too bad Ma already told me what happened just now before I came home.

It was a good try anyway.

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA!!!!
I can't even express in words how much I love you and appreciate all that you have done for us :D:D
THANKS FOR BEING THE AWESOMEST MAMA EVER! :D

2010-01-21T19:25:00.002+08:00

Had half day today.

Went out with the GUIDES for batch outing!!! (Sunflower and Yuexin didn't come. Sad D: )

~~At the start it was damn un-high and sad and stuff cos somebody very angry.~~

We mrted to Pasir Ris then took bus to downtown east there and ate macs :D

Then super freaky. Clara's eye swell until like a baseball like that.

Got all the 一粒一粒 freaky bumps on her eye.

Then got three bumps that formed a hidden mickey!

So her right eye swelled like crazy and her double eyelid totally disappeared and the very kind fiony koo offered to lend her the double eyelid sticker. HAHAHA :D

Then we went to take neos!!!

Finally we took a batch (minus jeanne suefang huilin yuexin clara) neoprint!!

(If you're wondering why Clara's not in it, she was too ashamed to put her swollen eye in the neoprint.)

But it was a bit screwed, cos the dumbo machine only print four photos or something.

But our dearest dearest lovely PEIXUAN aka pex IC is gonna photocopy for us!!!

YAY :D

Then we went to Pasir Ris park and practiced drills :D

Damn retarded.

Then we finally went home cos we were super duper tired liao. (At least, me and Alyssa were. 老了，背酸，cannot take it.)

Mrted home with Alyssa :D

Oh by the way, I AM DAMN IN LOVE WITH 終極一班 NOW!!!!

Yan Ya Lun so so so shuai :D:D:D:D

丁小雨丁小雨丁小雨丁小雨丁小雨

2010-01-18T18:44:00.002+08:00

Quote of the day: SUPERMAN IS MY SPIDERMAN.

Pa just drilled in a pull-up bar at me and Mei's bedroom door.

He ask us to hang there for like 30 seconds everyday to straighten our both very crooked and hunched backs.

And it really works leh!! After you hang there for a while (my max hanging time is like only 10 seconds, my poor hands can't take it) your back will really be straighter.

But after experimenting, I really with great astonishment that I can't even do 0.0000001% of a pull up!!

I can't even HANG there, let alone do a pull up -.-

So my only 2010 new year resolution (a bit lag leh. Okay lah, CHINESE new year resolution) is to be able to do a full pull up by the end of the year!!

Which is quite a big feat for me okay, don't laugh.

So I decided that every night I shall do like push ups (GUY pumping, not GIRL pumping! Everyone say WOAH!!) to train myself for a full pull up.

Heeheehee by the end of the year I shall be an iron woman.

All muscle.

Watch out Clara Boh!! I'm catching up!!

Oh ya, very addicted to 当我们同在一起 now!!!!

Cannot believe that dumbo JianHong actually forgot all the things that happened in the past ten years.

Hahaha sorry all JianHong lovers, I can't stand her.

She go bewitch all the handsome guys.

No la, actually she quite nice.

Okay I shall stop crapping. Blah blah blah.

It's time to let go of the past and move on, cos looking back isn't going to turn back the time.

Yay it sounds to profound right?

I'm actually talking about 1E la.

I should stop complaining about how much I miss 1E and whatever, and start mixing around more with the 2D peeps (so that next year I can complain about how much I miss my sec 2 class).

So instead of looking back at the wonderful 1E past and complaining, I should BUILD my own wonderful 2D future.

Or else I will be a looner forever!! (Looner = loser + loner.)

And I realise that I am, in a way, like a merlion.

When I talk very excitedly I will have little flecks of saliva flying all over the place just like our dearest merlion.

So when I get very 激动 you guys better block your face to prevent extreme grossness.

Ew this is quite a disgusting post.

Okay bye.

2010-01-13T15:53:00.004+08:00

I have the most motivating msn conversation I had with my very irritating cousin to show you guys.

Have to read all the way down.

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go korea. DAM says:

hey

i got my beanie already

haha

DAM COOL

hahaha

wenxuan♥ says:

WOAH!!!

awesome

i want to see

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go korea. DAM says:

hahaha

okay

when you come

wenxuan♥ says:

are you gonna wear it everywhere

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go korea. DAM says:

i show you

YEA

haha

and im cutting my hair soon

like trim

cause its too messy

haha

wenxuan♥ says:

what????

cannot!!

must leave it very long

like jung min's

but wait

urs too curly

won't look the same

argh sad...

sorry u are just not fated to be handsome

bear with the agony

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go korea. DAM says:

haha

fine

they not leave long all the way one la

must trim one

if not really too messy

wenxuan♥ says:

i help u trim

i very gd hairdresser one

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go korea. DAM says:

haha

rubbish

i'll trim after i come back from korea

wenxuan♥ says:

serious!!!!

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go korea. DAM says:

haha

wenxuan♥ says:

u trust me or trust hairdresser

DUH u trust me

(runs to get my scissors)

so nice la

i cut my hair myself one lor

(flicks fringe)

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go korea. DAM says:

...

wenxuan♥ says:

oh finally

now it's three dots instead of two

i see u are coming out of your shell and becoming more vocal

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go korea. DAM says:

..

whatever

hahaha

wenxuan♥ says:

wonderful

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go korea. DAM says:

WADEVA

muhaha

wenxuan♥ says:

muhaha is ren's fb acount name leh

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go korea. DAM says:

hha

wenxuan♥ says:

wa

so good la

ur o levels

damn high/ low

whatever

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go korea. DAM says:

oh haha

yea

did the best i could

really happy

wenxuan♥ says:

so now u will feel satisfied right

if u never work hard

then u will regret for like forever

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go korea. DAM says:

yea

of course

i've been working for the whole year la

haha

study and study

wenxuan♥ says:

good for u then

i cannot leh

seriously

i cannot study lor

i do homework

also want to die liao

my attention span

is like

a

goldfish's

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go korea. DAM says:

..

train

i was lousy last time

but i have the motivation

people like to play games

i don't play games at all

so i have more free time to play guitar for relaxing

then the rest of the time i study

like in csc

its a good place

cold and quite

quiet

wenxuan♥ says:

oh my

wow

hahah

i go there

never do anything one

bring a lot of work

got big plans

then after that

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

then thats what you must train

wenxuan♥ says:

forget abt my work and go and read magazines

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

you need motivation

BEAT ME

wenxuan♥ says:

hahah

ok

if u say so

next time i go ah ma's house i find u and box u

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

you see my desk

i drew a picture of me going up stage

cause i've been seeing my seniors going up with good results

so i say

since i got low psle

there is a high chance i'll go up for value-added student

so i drew that picture and paste on my wall in jan 2009

then that is my goal

its really like a dream come true

so cool

wenxuan♥ says:

omg

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

went up and all that

wenxuan♥ says:

i very touched now

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

WOW

wenxuan♥ says:

i feel like crying

(sob)

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

serious

wenxuan♥ says:

i know

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

haha

wenxuan♥ says:

i know

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

anything

wenxuan♥ says:

really very touching

i'm not crapping for once

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

you so smart

haiyo

relax

your english is good somemore

wenxuan♥ says:

but i don't study

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

you know i can't write freaking compos

wenxuan♥ says:

today i had to like stay back in sch so that i will do my homework

cos i know i go home sure never do anything

only play com

so i have to force myself

noone force me

i will totally like drift

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

i MEMORISED 6 english essays before the exams

and i used only 1

wenxuan♥ says:

wa

i really very moved leh

cannot believe

that so much effort

ok

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

no one forced me too

haha

wenxuan♥ says:

mei xiang dao

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

its really good you know

wenxuan♥ says:

i won't like zi yuan go do assessments myself

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

no stress and all that

just work hard all by your self

haha

wenxuan♥ says:

must ppl force and scold me and stuff

omg

wow

i shall like

post this conversation

on my blog

to motivate everyone

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

what the

wenxuan♥ says:

i feel so motivated

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

haha

wenxuan♥ says:

now

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

rubbish

but yea

ALL THE WAY

wenxuan♥ says:

thanks man

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

muhahaha

anytime

haha

i'll show you my beanie

wenxuan♥ says:

oh ya

when u go korea

u better take a lot of phtos

and show the poor me

a frog in a well

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

im a hot korean

HAHA

wanna be my girlfriend?

HAHAHHAHAHA

kidding

wenxuan♥ says:

EW!!!!!!

U ARE NEITHER HOT

NOR A KOREAN

hahah

idiot man

hahah u better learn to say "wanna be my girlfriend" in korean so when u go korea u can say that to all the hot babes and get slapped by each and every one

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

fine

haha

yea im gonna take LOTS of pictures

to make you JEALOUS

hahaha

korea SPARKLING

haha

i help them advertise

wenxuan♥ says:

sparkling!!!

crazy idiot

are u going to jeju island

better go

and take photo of the floor

cos lee min ho stepped there before

not to mention my kim hyun joong

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

nope i didn't choose the jeju one

wenxuan♥ says:

i will set the floor as my dp

ARGH

why not

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

haha

i chose the icy places

wenxuan♥ says:

so u can wear u beanie and act cool

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

cause they say winter is not the best time to visit jeju

hahaha

its really cool

i'll wear it

wenxuan♥ says:

wa

lucky

winter time go

damn cool

i never even see snow beforel a

except for snow city

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

its my first winter trip

haha

me too

yay

wenxuan♥ says:

which i was so bundled up i couldn't even see anything anyway

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

didn't even went to snow city before

wenxuan♥ says:

or when i dropped my ice kachang on the floor and it looked a bit like snow

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

where is that?

hey

should i go poly or jc?

wenxuan♥ says:

i dunno leh

depends which course u wanna take la

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

banking and finance leh?

help me ask your mum for advice

haha

wenxuan♥ says:

hahah

banker job

next time play monopoly (not that we every play that) u be banker

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

..

haha

wenxuan♥ says:

ok

i shall ask my mum

but i gtg

bye

try not to miss me

which is like so impossible

Zhang Quan~~is waiting to go KOREA! (19/01/2010) DAM says:

okay

byebye

After that conversation I was like super super motivated.

And I decided that I shall set a goal like him.

And that I'm not going to wait for my mum or teachers or tuition teachers to force and scold and hit me to make me do homework or assessments or whatever.

I'm going to do them MYSELF.

Willingly.

It's so much better.

As he said, no stress. Because it's all 自愿 hard work. So it's not stressful and you won't feel sian doing it.

But I have to be motivated to actually WANT to study.

It's really good to have no one forcing you to work.

Just work hard all by yourself.

By your own will.

I really have to put in 101% of my effort this year.

Streaming year, very very very belly important.

Really have to work hard, and stop dozing off in lessons, and stop putting off my homework, and just plain WORK HARD.

And of course, stop playing computer like I am doing now.

Oh ya, my cousin is extremely desperate for a girlfriend as you can see. Haha! If you know any pretty little pigs please introduce them to him.

2010-01-12T17:51:00.010+08:00

Feel like changing my blogskin, but laziness seems to dominate me.

Haven't changed blogskin since I first started my blog. Oh well, I'll do it when I have time (aka when I do not feel like sleeping aka NEVER).

Feeling very very tired nowadays. Keep wanting to sleep in class.

My seat is quite nice, just the right amount of wind. So wonderful for sleeping.

Stayed behind today in school to do my homework. Super happy cos I finished it :D I knew that if I went home, I wouldn't do my work. I'd be playing computer, like I am now.

A message to everyone:

IF YOU KNOW YOU HAVE BEEN MEAN IN THE PAST FEW WEEKS, STOP IT NOW.

Sorry. Just overcome with emo-ness now because I have pms. Or something.

2010-01-08T22:57:00.002+08:00

My mama is yelling at me to go and bathe and whatever.

So I shall be quick quick quick.

Today was the awesomest day ever!! All the days of staying back super late to prepare for this day was all worth it.

CCA ORIENTATION!!!

Super fun.

We all high until like drunken people like that.

I TOTALLY LOVE THE GUIDES!!! Love you all so so so so much.

Awesomest crazy spastic perpetually drunk and high retarded noisy fun zilian people.

We all scream and cheer for the Guides performance until now I no voice to talk liao. (Don't so be so happy, people.)

After orientation, (where I dragged a lot of very terrified new Sec 1s to our booth and rattled on about Guides like a machine gun), we had SUNFISHER dinner!!!

Sunflower and Kingfisher!!! WHOO WHOO WHOO!!! Love you guys :D Coolest combined patrol ever :):):)

Ate at KFC.

We gossiped after that for super long. Even though we finish eating liao, we sit there and gossip gossip gossip with our awesome ~~Sec 2s~~ Sec 3s.

Haha so fun to gossip with them :D

All keh po people, know all the hot news in school.

Went home quite late. at 10+.

Okay. Goodnight!

And remember..... RARARAMAMAMA, RAMAMAMAMAMA, GAGA OOHLALA!!!!! :D:D CAUGHT IN A BAD ROMAAAAAAAAAAAANCE!!!!!

Love you Guides :D

2010-01-06T16:42:00.004+08:00

Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.

HOOZAH AND HOOZAY!!! I FEEL SO GOOD!!! LALALALALALA!!!

Chionged finish the last of my holiday homework yesterday.

Finally can sleep in peace without worrying whether teacher going to collect or not.

Decided that this year i will really put in 101% of effort, have to really really really work hard.

I have to: do all my homework, tuition homework, and prioritize, and have good time management.

Etc etc.

As long as I stay focused on what I am supposed to do and not stray and play com when i'm supposed to be studying, i think that i can actually get quite good results.

I THINK.

My new class is 2D, in case you are totally stuck in a well and didn't know.

It's okay la. Quite quiet and guai, very good STUDYING ENVIRONMENT.

But I super miss 1E lor!

All those hyper crazy mad retarded spastic greedy piggy hungry noisy funny AWESOME people.

Sigh sigh sigh.

Oh well, I have to remember that i'm in school to learn only. And maybe to eat ice cream and steal Yani's food too.

Bye. Off to do maths.

HYPOTENUSE!!!!!

2010-01-03T12:41:00.002+08:00

Scared.

School starts tomorrow.

Still left the book review to do.

I haven't even read the book yet.

And I also haven't read 西游记.

Wonderful.

2009-12-27T20:18:00.002+08:00

My new darlings.

I LOVE MA!! Thanks for the Converse sneakers!!

2009-12-26T10:10:00.007+08:00

The christmas party at our house yesterday was AWESOME fun!!

Ripped some photos off facebook.

Rayne sitting on the steps :D

So cute hor!!!!

LOG CAKE (Yani stop drooling)

Snacks table (Yani, I said stop drooling!)

"Buffet table". See the turkey? IT ROCKS. (Oh great Yani, now there's a puddle of drool.)

Ren being tortured by us. He ate all the M&M's afterwards! Gross right. It's supposed to be an "R" on his forehead. R for Ren, or R for Retard. Both also can.

Christmas tree :D

奶奶!!!

Two scary bodyguards.

I have a Korean woman for a ccousin!! No la, actually Mei is sitting behind him then pull her hair over his shoulders. REALLY LOOKS LIKE RIGHT!!!

Park Zhang Quan, the auntie killer!!

Two retards.

See ah ma behind with her peace sign? SO CUTE HOR!! :D

Hope you all had a MERRY CHRISTMAS!! :D